Desire at the Passover Table

Neville's Inner Vision

Luke presents a moment when the hour arrives and the circle sits with Jesus, and in that image your own inner hour is illuminated. When I say, 'With desire I have desired to eat this Passover with you before I suffer,' I am naming the gravitational pull of consciousness toward the Kingdom. The Passover is not a historical meal alone, it is the felt density of a state of awareness that the I AM now births. The 'suffering' Jesus speaks of marks the dissolution of the sense of separation as I recognize that every pain is a signal that I am waking to an inner covenant. The kingdom of God is not a distant place but an inner condition that exists whenever I align attention with the truth that I am the I AM. The company at the table—twelve apostles—becomes the reflection of my own inner dispositions, the thoughts I entertain. By desiring and accepting the feast as already present, I revise my inner scenario until it mirrors the kingdom I already am.