Inner Cross, Inner Family
John 19:23-27 - A Neville Goddard interpretation
Read John 19 in context
Scripture Focus
Biblical Context
At the cross, Jesus entrusts his mother to the beloved disciple while the soldiers divide his garments. The scene shows how outer events mirror inner dispositions and invites you to steward your inner relationships.
Neville's Inner Vision
From the Neville vantage, the soldiers and their casting of lots are not external actors but your own thoughts dividing the single garment of awareness. The coat, seamless and woven from the top, points to the unity of consciousness that fear or attachment won’t truly rend. The lot-choosing is your inner decision to stop resisting the current condition and to accept that the outer scene is a visible sign of what you have already imagined inwardly. By placing Mary—your nurturing feminine aspect—beside the beloved disciple, you invite your inner mother and your inner observer to stand together within the field of awareness. When Jesus says, Behold thy mother; and Behold thy son, you are being instructed to see that the self that cares and the self that observes are not two enemies but two facets of the same I AM. From that hour the disciple takes Mary into his own home, symbolizing that you can enfold all parts of your life into one coherent state of consciousness. The crucifixion thus becomes the birth of a wholeness you may claim here and now.
Practice This Now
Imaginative Act: Sit quietly, name the inner mother and the inner disciple, and let them meet in your awareness. Feel the unity of their care and observation as one I AM, and revise the scene with the feeling that you now possess all parts in harmony.
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