Stranger In My Own House

Neville's Inner Vision

Job 19:15 invites you to see that the feeling of being a stranger is a state of consciousness, not a final fact about others. The 'house' and its 'maids' symbolize your inner life—the thoughts, habits, and attitudes that shape your sense of belonging. When you declare you are an alien in your own home, you are merely affirming a belief about separation, and that belief paints your outer world. The I AM—the true awareness behind all scenes—does not judge; it merely observes. By identifying with the observer who experiences separation, you reinforce division. Yet the same I AM can revise the scene by adopting a new inner posture: you are loved, seen, and central in your inner house, with all its inhabitants aligning with unity. The outer appearances are echoes of your inner state. Hold to the consciousness that you are already cherished, and the sense of estrangement dissolves; presence replaces separation, and the house rearranges to reflect the new reality.