Inner Night of Honor Revealed

Neville's Inner Vision

Esther 6:1-6 is a drama played in the theater of consciousness where I AM presides. The king’s sleepless night is the awakening of awareness that will not rest until it reads the records of my inner life. The chronicle that Mordecai warned of danger is the memory within me of virtue performed in secret, the acts that deserve honor yet have gone unacknowledged by my surface mind. When the king asks what honor has been done for Mordecai, I feel the drift of neglect in my outward self, as if nothing had been done. Then Haman enters, the ego in the outer court, assuming the reward is for himself. The king’s question—what shall be done for the man he delights to honor?—is my chance to see through pride. The plan unravels: the honor does not come from the ego, but from the inner king, the I AM, who remembers and rewards the righteous acts already done in me. Providence moves when I acknowledge Mordecai’s loyalty within, dissolving fear and pride. The inner court becomes a doorway where dignity and humility meet, and I am reminded that true honor flows from the greater Self, not from the self that seeks praise.