Desiring the Inner Day of Light

Neville's Inner Vision

Desiring the day of the LORD is not a fervent wish for justice; it is an admission that the self believes in a power outside its I AM. In Neville's terms, you are the MAN who stands at the threshold of a future manifestation, and you think that until that date the light will be dim. Amos calls this longing 'darkness, and not light' because it projects light as something to be earned rather than found within. The day of the LORD, then, is the moment you awaken to the truth that the God of your life is the I AM, the awareness that is always present, never pending. When you cling to a distant day, you cling to lack, and your outer world reflects it. When you pivot from seeking a day to claiming the inner state, the inner becomes outer; your thoughts, feelings, and images align with the light you already possess. So you revise your assumption: you are already in the day you seek, and the night dissolves into dawn as your attention rests in I AM.