Saul's Paranoia, Inner Kingdom

Neville's Inner Vision

Saul’s fear in this scene is not a history lesson but a state of consciousness. The whole court is a symbol in your mind—a chorus of Benjamites representing the parts of you that stand about the central throne of awareness, and the ‘son of Jesse’ represents a future harmony you would build. His question about fields and vineyards is a hunger for inner abundance, and the talk of leagues is the mental chatter that says, if I lose, all will fall apart. The accusation that no one is sorry for me is the ego’s cry for sympathy, a belief that the self is cut off from the supply and the loyalty of life. In Neville’s terms, the drama is a waking dream you are free to revise. Your kingly state is always intact in the I AM; you can choose to align your thought with perfect provision, trust, and loyal inner support. When you revise the scene—see the court bow in silent agreement to your abundance—the fear dissolves into certainty, and the kingdom within responds with steady guidance and peace.