Inner Crying, Inner Listening

Neville's Inner Vision

From Neville's vantage, the scene in Psalms 77:1-4 is not a drama of outer events but a study of your inner state. The voice that cries and pleads is the voice of a mind convinced of absence, yet still calling for a hearing from the I AM. To Neville, God is not somewhere over there but the very awareness through which you live your life; the 'day of trouble' is the moment your attention forgets that this awareness is your only reality. When the psalmist remembers God and is troubled, that memory is a shift in allegiance—from fear to a latent conviction that the inner state you seek already exists as consciousness. The sleepless night and the inability to speak reveal the mind's resistance; the phrase 'Thou holdest mine eyes waking' signals that you are under the sway of a higher attention that can reframe perception. You are not abandoned; you are being asked to entertain the assumption that your world is governed by the I AM, and that peace, like waking, is your natural posture. Your task is to revise fear by dwelling in the reminder that you are always heard within.