Enduring Inner State

Neville's Inner Vision

To the one who reads Psalms 44:15-16, the words are not a history of blame but a map of your own inner weather. The confusion before you and the covering shame are not trophies of fate but signals of a mistaken state of consciousness. The voice that reproacheth and blasphemeth is the inner critic energized by fear, the 'enemy' and 'avenger' you carry as a memory of separation. When you understand that God is the I AM, awareness itself, you begin to observe these movements with detachment rather than surrender. The mind, under the impression of an adversary, thinks itself into darkness; yet imagination is the true architect. You can refuse the narrative by assuming the state that you are whole, unassailable, loved. In that assumed state, confusion loses its grip, and the face of shame clears as the self asserts its eternal identity. Perseverance arises not by fighting the world but by returning to the I AM, meek in the heart, steadfast in feeling, until the inner weather aligns with grace.