Groaning Before the I AM

Neville's Inner Vision

Read Psalms 38:9 as a teaching about your inner God, the I AM that you are when awake to consciousness. The verse says: all my desire is before thee, and my groaning is not hid from thee. In Neville’s terms this is the inner invitation: nothing in your heart is hidden from the awareness that you are. Your desires and your groanings are not problems to conceal but signals to revise. When you accept that the I AM is present as your own consciousness, you stop chasing outcomes and begin replaying the scene in which your longing already stands fulfilled. You imagine from the end, feel it-real, and let the awareness of God embrace both your craving and your pain. The groan becomes a call to movement within your imagination, a turning of pressure into creative faith rather than fear. So sit in stillness, name your longing, and declare quietly, 'I am the I AM within, and this desire is already mine.' The answer arrives not by striving but by aligning with the present, holy awareness.