Hidden Weight Behind Laughter

Neville's Inner Vision

Within Neville's vision, the line speaks to the separation between surface mood and the living I AM that you truly are. The heart’s heaviness is not a judgment on laughter; it is a sign that your present state has not fully awakened to the joy you wish to feel. Laughter may move the face and voice, yet it cannot touch the root of the feeling unless you acknowledge the belief that makes sorrow seem real. Remember: God is the I AM, and you are the thinker who calls forth your life through imagination. If you insist you are joyous while your inner weather remains heavy, you create a split between appearances and identity, and the mirth ends only to expose what you have not revised. The practice is simple: revise the scene. Accept that you are the perceiver who has already included both light and shadow within the same I AM, and feel the shift as the heaviness loosens, not by denial but by consent to a new, truer state of joy.