Inner Wave Offering

Neville's Inner Vision

Consider Leviticus 9:18-21 as a parable of your own inner altar. The bullock and ram in the story are the two energies of your life pressing toward form; their blood is your attention poured out on the altar of awareness. The fats, the rump, the inward coverings, kidneys, and liver fat, are the layers of habit and motive you allow to burn away upon the flame of consciousness. When those fats burn, you release the attachment that keeps you in the old drama, creating space for presence. The waving of the breasts and right shoulder is the dramatic act of impressing on your imagination the finished object of your desire, showing it to your own I AM. In this light, the ritual is not other people's ritual; it is a method of revision: you assume the state of already having what you seek, you feel the wave, and you declare, 'I am that which I am now claiming.' Presence becomes tangible when your inner scene matches the outer event.