Inner Tears, Outer Restoration

Neville's Inner Vision

Within the line, the tears and the troubled bowels are not a record of outer fate but a map of your inner state. Your eyes weep because you have believed in a reality built from lack; your liver is poured out because a belief has run through you and exhausted your sense of abundance. The destruction of the daughter of my people signifies the collapse of a portion of your consciousness—those ideas and identifications you mistook for the self. The children and sucklings swoon in the streets of the city because your younger, creative energies are left unguarded by the sovereign I AM. To Neville’s teaching, this is not doom but a signal: you can revise. Do not fight the image; assume a new state and feel it real. Say to yourself, 'I AM the I AM, and this lament is finished; the city of my mind is restored now.' When the inner man accepts a different reality, the outer signs align with your new conviction. The entire experience becomes a waiting-room for birth into a renewed inner kingdom.