Judas Night at the Inner Table

Neville's Inner Vision

Judas is not a separate man but a symbol of a belief in separation at my inner table. The bag stands for my urge to possess and calculate, to bargain with what I think I owe. When the I AM speaks of such intent, my attention may turn away and I 'go out' into night—an inner darkness where fear and ego play. This departure is not punishment but the turning of attention from communion to a private drama. The sop represents the grace of inner knowledge offered to consciousness; its receipt marks a moment I realize I can release old forms without losing oneness. In Neville terms, the world is my inner state; Judas leaving signals the exit of lack and control. The prophecy of suffering becomes invitation to revise, to remember I am the I AM, the one reality creating both darkness and light. By keeping the inner table intact, I illuminate the night and return to love.