Inner Trial, Inner God Within

Neville's Inner Vision

Think of Job's words as the cry of your own inner I AM doubting its own power amid a storm of thoughts. When he says, 'If I sin, thou markest me,' you hear the inner auditor within your mind—the habit-energy of guilt and moral accounting. 'If I be wicked... and if I be righteous, yet will I not lift up my head' reveals the ego's posture: identity bound to outcomes, not to the eternal I AM. The 'lion' that hunts him is fear; the 'witnesses' who renew against him are stale confirmations of lack; and 'changes and war' are the inner clashes of belief that keep the drama alive. Yet the passage does not accuse you; it invites awareness of the inner jury. In truth, you are the I AM, the present awareness that never condemns. By assuming a state of uncondemned being—feeling your innocence, living as the perceiver who cannot be touched by calamity—you begin to alter the movements of your life. The affliction loosens as you dwell in consciousness that God is the inner Presence, witnessing and sustaining you. Your world reforms by revision: I am.