Wrestling With God Within
Hosea 12:2-5 - A Neville Goddard interpretation
Read Hosea 12 in context
Scripture Focus
Biblical Context
God declares a controversy with Judah and promises judgment according to their ways. It traces Jacob’s birth-struggle, his wrestling with the angel, and his meeting with God at Bethel, where memory of the Lord is born.
Neville's Inner Vision
The inner text reframes the external controversy as a living drama within your own consciousness. Jacob represents the dynamic, striving state of your will that grasps for power and tries to compel God to act. The wrestle with the angel mirrors your encounter with a higher order of awareness, a gatekeeper of truth that asks you to drop force and yield to what you truly are. When you weep and supplicate, you open a sanctuary within—Bethel—where a mutual dialogue occurs and the Lord of hosts speaks as your present memory. The phrase 'the LORD is his memorial' becomes a declaration that the I AM is not a distant memory but your active, remembered identity. The controversy dissolves when you abandon the assault and rest in the awareness that you are already in the presence of God. In that space, the recompense aligns with your chosen state of consciousness, not with distant judgments, and you become one who remembers God in all moments.
Practice This Now
Imaginative Act: Close your eyes, assume the Bethel state now, and declare 'I AM with God.' Feel the memory of the Lord awakening as your immediate power and let it soften every sense of separation.
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