Inner Judgment of States

Neville's Inner Vision

Think of the scene as your inner court where the I AM must judge two rival states of consciousness: the fat, abundant energy rightly stewarded, and the lean, neglected energy longing to be heard. The 'thrust with side and with shoulder' represents your imagined power pressed outward in domination—attempts to control others, to prove yourself, to force outcomes. The 'diseased' thoughts are the illnesses you refuse to heal, the lack you pretend is not there. When you neglect to tend both, you scatter pieces of life—relationships, health, purpose—into confusion. The Lord GOD, the I AM within, does not condemn to punish, but to correct, guiding you to align power with mercy. Your awareness can witness the conflict, choose a higher function, and turn scattering into coherence. The judgment becomes a turning inward: you recognize that true abundance arises when power serves life rather than personal pride. Imagine yourself as the judge and shepherd of your inner flock, and know that inner harmony will reflect outwardly when you revise with love, forgive, and claim responsibility. The call is practical: revise the stance that uses force, and cultivate a steady, compassionate use of energy.