Watching the Inner Court

Neville's Inner Vision

Consider Mordecai’s daily walk as more than surveillance; it is the posture of awareness. In Neville's terms, Esther is a state of consciousness, the possibility you wish to bring forth. Mordecai represents the I AM attending to that state, keeping it visible to consciousness until it becomes fact. The court of the women’s house becomes the inner court where feeling and attention mingle. The question 'what should become of her' is the inner query you pose to your own imagination: what is the end now that I am aware it is done? Rather than waiting for outer circumstances to change, you revise your inner state until you feel the end as real. Vigilance here is not in doubt but in love and steadfastness—a unity with the outcome. As you hold Esther/your desired state in mind, your world is moved toward it, not by striving but by the habitual, affectionate attention of the I AM. The daily walk is a discipline of consistency: attend to your end, quietly affirm, and let the feeling tone of the wish fulfilled inform every thought and action.